| "I'm finally happy.. time to pull the trigger" |
[26 Apr 2005|10:24am] |
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Pink Floyd - Have a Cigar |
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I start working at MCL today. I'm excited but tired. I stayed at Joe's last night and Ben decided it'd be fun to keep me up all night.. I didn't care until he ripped my last two cigarettes, that was just shitty. But I still feel good about last night, I got Joe a nickel sack and we smoked a couple bowls, and Misty wasn't completely pissed. I hadn't smoked for over a week, and that took a lot of dedication, but that's what I'm doing now.. not smoking everyday. I really need to take the learner's permit test, but I figured out yesterday I think that's a big step away from childhood and I don't want to make it yet. I've always hated the thought of growing up, and here I am.. 16, getting my first job, in my first steady relationship.. this is growing up, whether I'm ready for it or not.
I went to the high school yesterday, and was reminded why I'm not there when the bells rung and everyone poured into the hallways. I went to see my old German teacher, to get some materials for me to mess with since I haven't been studying. She gave me a fiction book with medieval German heroes.. I can't wait to read it, but it's over my head, I'll need a dictionary.
God.. who the fuck cares to read this bullshit?
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| I woke up, again. |
[20 Apr 2005|12:38pm] |
We have too many people living in our house. My parents took in my brother's EX-girlfriend and his two kids. They took them in because they don't want their grandchildren on the streets.. God bless the generosity of my mom, because it wasn't my dad.
I'm going to MCL today for my orientation. I'm excited, it'll be my first job, and something to give my life a semblance of normallity.
Well, Aubrey.. I'm sorry. I watched Natural Born Killers without you.. but it was great, and you should still show me the director's cut.
Heather, no matter what happens, I want you to know that I've always cared about you. I never meant to hurt you. You helped me through the roughest time I've experienced. I'll always be in debt to you.
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| Hello, i love you wont you tell me your name? |
[16 Apr 2005|09:51am] |
OK, this is Misty here, i just made this lovely journal for Patrick because i was bored and it was quite entertaining for that half hour it took me to look up stuff and make things...but i dont know...what do you all think? I know this should be Patrick writing his first entry, but he is too busy playing Fable to come down so i am and seeing as i made this journal for him, i want to be the person to write in it first. I'm acutally a little jealous, i like the look of his a little better than mine now...however, it's probably just because i'm getting bored with mine...oh well.
I guess...Patrick says HI!
*Misty*
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